One
day I wandered alone along life's winding pathway. I was content to keep my
own company while enjoying the peaceful countryside all around. Turning a
corner, I spied a large bird on a grassy knoll not far away. Even at a
distance I was attracted by the creatures majesty, and I crept forward to
get a clearer view.
It was a beautiful Eagle. My
pulse quickened, each moment expecting it to spread its great wings and fly
away. So I began to wonder at the mystery. Why was I so honoured with its
presence ? The bird had seen me sure enough, yet somehow it seemed both
welcoming and afraid.
Nearer I moved, holding my
breath lest he should take to the skies and be gone. Soon I was so close
that I could see the Eagles eyes, but these seemed strangely sad and dulled.
Yet in those eyes, for an instant, I caught the gleam of strength and
beauty, with which the soaring Eagle doth delight the world.
Then the answer to my
question was revealed as I saw that it was tethered to a wooden stake, by a
fine wire fastened to the poor bird's claw. Some inner sense told me that
the bird had been captive for a long time. No‑one could remember how or why,
or even if it had tied the knot itself.
It looked lean and hungry so
I threw it some pieces of bread, and these, to my delight, it eagerly
consumed.
Closer still I moved, and
gazed with awe at its shiny feathers, black beak and claws. Its hunger made
it friends with me and it took bread from my outstretched hand. I gave
willingly for I enjoyed being close to, and being needed by a creature of
such awesome majesty, a friendship born out of mutual need. I gently stroked
its feathered head.
My Eagle !
A foolish thought !, both selfish and absurd, it's sad situation allowed me
to possess the bird. My happiness came from its captivity. Should I really
set it Free. But seeing it's Hurt, I felt it's Pain and I resolved to
release it. However in my earnest innocence I never considered that the bird
might now prefer the security of captivity.
As I watched, I saw how the
Eagle had learned to cope with it's plight. When it had struggled to be
free, the wire cut deep into its flesh causing it great pain, so it had
learned to stay close to the wooden stake to which it was tied. By never
pulling tight on the wire, both pain and tether could be forgotten. It had
traded it's pain for a self‑imposed loss of freedom. And yet veiled behind
those sad eyes, I glimpsed the mountains and a free spirit soaring high. So
I resolved to set it Free, with sadness, for I had no reason to believe that
in it's freedom it would still be my friend.
I stooped down to loosen the
wire from round it's claw, but the wound was sore and when I touched it, the
pain transformed the Eagles trust in me to anger, for it seemed the one who
had been it's friend, now sought to cause it hurt. Blinded by pain the Eagle
savagely tore at my outstretched hand, how could it understand that my
action was only born out of Love ? For me it was no more than my right hand
seeking to remove a thorn from my left hand.
That knowledge alone
sustained me as I struggled to release the knot, 'till at last the tether
fell loose and the great bird struggled free. Free from both the wire and
me. It ran and staggered down the hill beating its huge wings and finally
remembered how to fly......Free !
I stood motionless, suddenly
alone, the brief joy of success now swallowed by a growing ache deep within
me, for my action had forced us to part. But as the mighty bird climbed
higher into the deep blue sky, I knew that now a part of me flew with the
Eagles and could see the world more clearly from on high.
Now the wanderers tale is
told, One question before the memory fades ?
Which roles in Life do we
unknowing play ?
Eagle, Wanderer, the Deep
Blue Sky ?
We play them all, You and I
Richard Epworth
March 1987